till the end ..
i love you <3
Tuesday, November 28
bad things always happen.
but i shall blog abt happy stuffs :)

so today i was hoping for an empty seat on e bus.
and TADAH. next stop.
i have it. :D
that is wad i call HAPPINESS.
getting wad u wan. LOL

and..
SALNY LOVES e hello kitty box i gave her.
hahahaa :))

after BCA, we played e animal game.
laugh like crazy ppl. AHHA
ok i love my class when there are laughters everywhere.

i love my frenz who care whether im okay or not.

read weeling's blog.
saying abt frenz.
we make use of our frenz everyday.
agreed.

but i tink..
there is a limit to it.
doing stuffs to achieve ur selfish goals.
is not very reasonable.
always think abt the feelings of other pple.
before u do or say anything.
it does hurts.

wad goes around, comes around.

anyway,
HAPPY 2 hrs ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO PHOI YEE :)

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i love you <3
Monday, November 27
count my blessings!

1.my two beloved frens are on good terms :)
u noe who.. sick is worth it :D
2.i saw my SEC SCH TWINS!!! sihah sirah..
haha like after few mths.
3.i spend my night wif my family shopping!
and we go damn weird places lah. =.-
4.brothers and i got HIGH in car singing
altho my throat makes mi zhou ying LOL
5.we sat at the baby car rides when we are bored!
6.salny ask mi to go home wif her! :D
7.an empty bus home!
8.more money to my bank! :D:D
9.brother trust my fashion taste. LOL

but i got drenched three times in a day.
i think my cough sorethroat flu and everyting
will get worse by tomorrow. :((

anyway prev prev entry is abt a girl.
not in ngee ann. erm.
salny noes salny noes. LOL

i wonder by doing so much for others,
will i be happier or more miserable?

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i love you <3
Sunday, November 26
farhana make mi laugh like no tomorrow!

was supposed to do her presentation at coffee bean
we bought like $24.20 of food.
cheesecake, spicy puff, chocolate cake,
the ultimate and the caramel.

after eating.
she decided to come my hse
cos there is no CONNECTION AT COFFEE BEANNN

ok dumb.

so we went ntuc to buy cambell soup.
i want to drink i want to drink i want to drink
:)
but u noe wad..
i forgot there's no can opener in my hse!
deng..

so she use a huge knife and sharp knife device to knock it open.
if i had food poisoning tml u noe why.
all e black residue went inside lah!
clever farhana.

i cooked..
and woohoo..
is nice okayyyy. LOL
eatable.

and now.
we got HIGHHHH in sending each other songs
cos the receiving time is freaking fast.
LOL...
she suaku.

i love her lah..
my sunday aint boring now :D

okayyy.. so now my cough sorethroat all coming.
im sick -.-
hor dionne?
no wonder we are twins lah... LOL ;)

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i love you <3
DAMN IT lah.

I WANT TO BE SELFISH
I DUN WAN TO CARE

WHO CARES WHO DIE TOMORROW
WHO CARES WHO SAD WHO EMO
WHO CARES WHO DOWN
WHO CARES WHO NO ONE TO SAY PROBS TO
WHO CARES WHO ACT HAPPY
WHO CARES WHO LAH..

when im sad.
YOU DON EVEN CARE.
see this.
YOU DON EVEN CARE.

BANG WO YI XIA HUI SI AH.

i wonder why i deserve all these

maybe im just a STUPID DAMN WOMAN lah ok.

stupid fever go away lah !

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i love you <3
Saturday, November 25
i fell once
and dropped my food!
so there goes my delicious yum.
and i ALMOST fell twice.
-.-

haha frederick says.
u better go home and tie urself to e bed.
AHHHHHHHHHHH

ok. 2007 will be a better year.

i wrote 17 things about myself
6 are false.
ahaha guess ? LOL
see how much u noe me. :D

1. i love bright colours
2. i like eating bittergourd and tau gei
3. i love sunflower
4. i like emo bus rides alone
5. i like bright sunny days
6. i am always late
7. i love to eat alone
8. i like to bite myself
9. i am always laughing
10. i am shy
11. i like techno songs
12. i like cute stuffs
13. i like crazy friends
14. i like to go zoo
15. i show a lot of emotions when watching shows
16. i want to go clubbing
17. i am talkative

:)) happy guessing

Memories locked * 9:53 PM



i love you <3
extreme bastards.
if u tink ur reasoning is right,
get a life.

ure depriving her from her rights.

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i love you <3
Thursday, November 23
wo ye yao na me de xin fu.

ah. i dun care anymore.
i need rest.

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i love you <3
Wednesday, November 22
i seriously hope that my parents will be ok.

i hope that my dad comes home soon

i hope that my mum will stop crying.

i hope that my mum will not lose her sleep becos of this.

i hope my dad will think tru wad he did.

i hope is just a normal quarrel.

i hope my dad will try to tok to my mum.

i hope they compromise.

i hope they dun quarrel anymore.

i hope they dun contd e cold war.

ahhhhhhhhh
i feel so lost for words
i dunnoe how to console my mum.
i made her cry again :((

man. it really feels terrible seeing ur parents quarrel.
and u dunnoe wad to do.

:(


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i love you <3
i deleted e previous entry.

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i love you <3
Monday, November 20
ermm....
to u kaypo pple HAHA
weeling salny kh weekok :D
3inch = 7.5cm

is e hairstylist yesterday la.
he cut off 3 inch = 7.5CM of my hair!!
i wan SCREAMMMMMM..
and he is a freaking sissy.

ok i seriously hate my hair.
really tooo short.

so if u see mi
in school or outside
PLS dun irritate me abt my fringe like how FREDERICK did.
i will diao u and walk off.
i mean it. :)

come on, my dearest hair
please grow faster.

so
dont laugh.

note:
peiwen claim that e drawing of hello panda is not trace out one.
HAHA.

PANDA = GORDON! :D

and today my class
is crazy over makeup.
LOL.
alvin look damn chio ok.





end product...


interesting class i have indeed.
:))

香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害。。
不要轻易说爱,许下的承诺就是欠下的债。。
老鼠对猫说我爱你,猫说你走开,
老鼠流泪走开,谁也没看见
老鼠走后猫也流了一滴 泪。。
其实有一种爱情叫做放弃。。
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险。。
女人善变的是脸,男人善变的是心。。
在爱情的世界里,没有谁对不起谁,
只有谁不懂珍惜 谁。。
遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开。。
要记得抓紧爱情,而不是抓伤彼此的感情。。
不要忘了真爱难寻
meaningful.

Memories locked * 11:07 PM



i love you <3
Sunday, November 19
3 inch= 7.5 cm
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

anyway.
LIFE = live in full enjoyment.
quoted my walking flower cum pig food , daisy
:):)

that someone bought me a lollipop
whenever im down

i want to be a happy girl.
woo!

Memories locked * 10:12 PM



i love you <3
got another belated present from cindy.
LOL. weird lahs.
like one mth after my bday lor.
but i still love it.

is a super cute dolphin fan
good enough for my laptop.
LOL. and a hamburger set of notebook.
woohoo.. :):):)

and we had BAOC outing today.
steamboat at marina.
i cooked for dionne -.-
HAHA. but is like wooo.
nicee.. and FUN

went bowling after that.
got competition between two grps
and we won tyco-ly
cos machine got stuck and give us two strikes
LOL.
so e other grp did a cheer on e bowling platform.

tok a little with gabriel weizhen and tiffany.
:)
hope that we will all get bonded soon!

i want feb to come earlier!


and some not so tall pple reminds mi of that person.
pls pls pls be happier .

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i love you <3
Friday, November 17
my heart felt a little weaker.
i realised i really miss that warmth feeling
which i used to have.

i tot i was strong.

that someone.
e concern he gave
e words he said
e gentleness of everything
totally defeated me.

but how come..
it isnt you?


update these another day.
- had another belated bday pressie! from kent phoi fred. :))
- lms roleplay = GOOD!
- helen of troy herself would kill to be like phoi yee LOL. puke*

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i love you <3
Wednesday, November 15
i saw my candy today!
at amk mac. LOL

first time he talk to me la..
aww. :))

he wanted to share space wif me.
but not enuff for his frenz.
aww. LOL

ok stop.

and like nth happened today
i noe is not a very good day
ahha but i dun rmb.
so thats a good ting? :))

yes buddeh,
i noe wad to do alrdy

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i love you <3
Monday, November 13
i am giving up
before trying.

i know the outcome.
come on chenpei..

and i hate to wear SMART CASUAL.
i mean what is that man?

" means u go there must be casual and cannot be stupid "
quoted from weekok


LOL.
and oh. welcome weeling !
u just have to write back 100 postcards for ME!
hahahaa ;))

so salny cindy me
had a STALKING session today LOL

cindy said to write an executive summary.

purpose: to stalk the LIGHT
scope: stalking a guy, age 17 to 19 wearing shirt and taller than any normal people. most popular spots to find e light will be analyse in e report.
methodology:first, detect the aura of light den, follow up the bus and stop wherever he stops
findings: dropped opposite wisma , with frenz, easily spotted wif spike hair.
conclusion: he is always found in town.witness saw him 5 times.
recomendation: stay in town bus stop if u wan to see him

LOLLL.
salny says FULL MARK :))

HAHAHA i love cindy and salny.
high days.
okok. and kent too!
hahahahahaha

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i love you <3
Sunday, November 12
i wished my life is simpler.
i wished everything arnd me can be that innocent.
why pple cant just say what they actually are thinking.

i want to noe everything abt u.
i want to walk into ur life.
i want to be e one who make u smile.
i want to be there whenever u need someone.
i want to have those long bus rides again.
i want to laugh with you.
i want to talk like theres no tomorrow with you.
i want to give u warmth.
i want to give u e best that i can.

but im afraid to say.

i wish i can hate u as much as i hate myself.

why dreams and reality dont co-exist?

i had a nice, sweet, heart-warming dream
of...
but e minute i opened my eyes.
it turned out to be e opposite of everything.

i just want to sleep forever,
with you in my dreams,
not disappearin,
not telling me it's not possible.

i love u lah


anyone willing to lend a hug? ;((

Memories locked * 11:24 AM



i love you <3
studied wif farhana on 7pm to 12Am.
at e MAC in e middle of e "forest"
hahaa. nice environment
but a bit too small ah.

was fully packed.
pple complained
and managers chased many students who are studying.
so mi and farhana kept buying food.
AHHAA so they no excuse to u noe.
;))))

haha
dionne's pic is...

love is being stupid together.

absolutely agreed.
soo..

life is being crazy together ? ;D
HAHA.

love me love you.

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i love you <3
Thursday, November 9
cheer mi up someone. -.-

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i love you <3
Wednesday, November 8
ok bad stuffs first..

missed 7 buses today
and waited TWENTY mins for e next one.
so i was late for school.

bus came.
this TALL NJC girl..
squeeze all her way up e bus
BY CUTTING pple..
she scared she canot get up is it.

den this another aunty..
tried to squeeze till e end of e bus..
with her BIG plastic bag
so she got a seat.
2 stops or so..
she dropped off
-.-

so i got my seat...
AND e stop before ngee ann
this man wanted to move to e exit.
and his BAG .. DIRTY n DUSTY
HIT MY HEAD.
wthhhhhhhhhhhhh
superrrrr ultra pain.

and he never say sorry.

now happy ones. HAHA
LMS grp turned out to be nicer than i tot.
full of funny and crapping stuffs
" talk to god "
"X scenarios"
only THEY noe wad im toking abt.
ahhahahahaaa.. ((:

and i wrote postcards for all of my 20 classmates.
:D
some of e replies i got..

yiying: daarrllinngg!!!thx for ur post card!!! =)Lurve u lots!!Smile always!!
salny: ahhahahahaahaha so funny.
peiwen: SINGAPORE CHINESE ORCHESTRA?!?! ok la muacks. hahaha
phoi: chenpei , i wan hug u..
dionne: u nth to do ah? ahhaa
kitping: wad is this? i dun wan .LOL
weiting: thnx my MADWOMAN ( refering to me -.-)
alvin: a love letter for me? :D
fred: why u suddenly write these?
yixin: are u dying soon? something happened?
adibal: crazy girl. hahaha.
kent: u very xi4 xin1 leh.
shenglin: i kaypo meh?
gordon: dun tell mi u give me panda
valerie: u boliao ah. hahhaha KIDDING.

and during poa class.
everyone is asking everyone for their cards.
and ask me for e meaning.
like fred is shy to say SEX. so i gave him a condom pic
dionne like hot guys. i gave her a half body of a guy
salny like agar agar. so i gave her jelly.
and soooo on :):)

LOLLLLLLLL

happy happy class = happy happy chenpei :D

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i love you <3
Tuesday, November 7
okayyyyy..
tok abt sumting happier.

dionne wrote this for me.
LOL.. made me smile from ear to ear :):):):)
so sweeet lahh..





and during bca lesson..
alvin got HIGH.
LOL...





and YIXIN they all.
kept FEEDING ME WITH FOOD..
be it during lecture or tutorial.
i think i will just get fatter.

hahaa lastly.
i WENT running at mrt track alone.
:):):) finally i did ..
so shiok lah!.. woohooooo..

and when i was running.
i saw these 3 INDIAN boys..
2 walking.
1 in a wheelchair.
there is a flight of stairs.
and e wheeled person cant make it himself.
so e two of them
one dragged infront.
one push behind.
ON A SLOPE.
i witness them STRUGGLING.
and how they eventually get
the wheeled guy up.

really, im touched.
all along i tot indians were some scary pple.
but i din noe..
their willingness to help and totfulness.
are even better than some of my frenz.

:) meltsss..

Memories locked * 10:59 PM



i love you <3
im freaking pissed wif this damn person.
i mean just shut up la.
dun expect others to do that.
when u did NTH

NTH OKAY.
N O T H I N G.

do u noe wad goes around comes around?
do u noe wad others will feel?
do u noe u care for sumting u dun nid to care at e wrong time?
do u even tink before u speak?

im determined.

treat me like this.
i will treat u the same way.

basket.

- if u noe who u are
pls REFLECT why im saying all these.
but i doubt u even noe.

disappointed.

Memories locked * 9:09 PM



i love you <3
Monday, November 6
HAPPY PANDA'S DAY
= gordon's birthday :)

got really disappointed by something.
ask me if u wanna noe.

some frens are just worthy for e dustbin ah?

u made me wonder
if i shld just heck care ____.

had bmgt lect. summary presentation today
WOOHOO.
lee eng kiat says our grp is e best
comparing to all e other grps last week.

other than that,
theres nth to be happy abt today.
-.-

anyway.
im treating my fam dinner later.
hope they dun burn a hole in my pocket.

let tomorrow be a better day.

/edited
dad says waste money go out eat
mum says u wan qing bu jiu qing lor

wth.
i treat one dinner so xin ku one ah.
dun wan den shuak la..
dun say dun have.

pissed.
everyting is just not in e way i wanted.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Memories locked * 5:18 PM



i love you <3
Sunday, November 5
inferior.

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i love you <3
Thursday, November 2
TRIPLE HAPPINESS :))
- though today is a bad day for me.

firstly. SALNY my emo queen.
bought a cheese brownie for ME!
( picture of it another day )
omggg..
is superrrrrr nice.
meant to be my belated birthday CAKE.
woohooo..

cindy: salny purposely head down thomson to buy tis ytd nite.
me: i tot ytd she working?
cindy: nah,and i told her is ok, buy another.. she say cannot. must go buy.
me: :O touched* really.

I LOVE SALNY :))))))))))
this is wad i call sincere friend
hahaa.

secondly,
i got to noe the truth of something.

and thirdly,
confidential :))
my classmate noe. HAHA

i was beaming widely with smile
after a tiring day. HAHA.
u noe u noe u noe.

i hoped for the impossible.

Memories locked * 11:20 PM



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